I hate meeting friends and having relationships in school and being ripped apart over the summer/holidays.
Especially from Amber. 2.5 hours isn’t too far, except I don’t have a car or money. And she has family and work to deal with, and I’ve hot school and work. The countdown begins yet again. :-(
legitimately, absolutely, unbelievably and crazily in love with my girlfriend. She’s my world and I am way too lucky to have her.
I am so happy that I can spend the holidays with Amber. Well, Pre-Christmas and the new year. I never realized how beautiful it is to share in someone else’s traditions/family life around this time - especially if its with someone you love.
Spending the holidays with your significant other really does give the holiday a completely new meaning… Then you start daydreaming about the holidays with YOUR family (the one that you will eventually build) and the traditions that you will start and AHHHH.
Life is getting so real right now. Some of my closest friends are graduating and have already graduated- and out of that same group are getting ENGAGED.
That’s the step before marriage. MARRIAGE. Kids. Credit scores. Financing a house. LIFE.
WHEN DID I GROW UP D:
This time of the year gets me all pensive and shit and it drives me crazy. Life is going on. Life is so real right now.
my grumpy mcgrumperton finally fell asleep
I’LL BE IN GAINESVILLE AND THAT MEANS I’LL FINALLY BE WITH AMBER FOR AT LEAST 4 MONTHS AHHHHH. No more long distance. Christ, it’s been long enough.
AMBER’S PARENTS ASKED ABOUT US. …and they’re completely fine with it. My heart is still RACING right now. I am so unbelievably happy. Oh my god. I can’t believe this. I had to leave my house and hang out with Kim because I just couldn’t handle it myself. This is one of the best things to ever happen in my lifetime. :-)
9 days until I get this again. 9.
9.
9.
holy shit.
I’m not sure if I miss Amber more, or Polo…
GOD I MISS POLO. HE IS SO CUTE.
10 days until I see Amber/move-in! :-)
No but seriously. This is weird for me. This is my longest relationship, so the fact that I’m in the double digits with someone, 2 months away from a year (woohoo basic math) is just… weird. We don’t really celebrate “monthaversaries” or whatever the fuck the actual word for those are, but to me, this is a pretty big deal. 10 months is such a long time o_o; Shit.
Regardless, I’m happy they’ve been spent with her and only 12 more days until I can see her stupid face again. I’m so excited for this long distance shit to be over and we can get back into our old routine. No more internships leaving us 1,000 miles apart (at least, not til next summer :P), or 4 months of study abroad leaving us 4,000 miles apart. I can say “HEY, MEET ME AT THE HUB” and she could be there in less than 10 minutes. Or I can cross the sidewalk to her room. Or we can walk to the plaza to meet up for lunch. Or cram for exams right next to each other. Or fight and hate each other for a few minutes and then get the fuck over it. Or cook meals for each other. Or sleep together.
I CAN’T HANDLE THIS AHHH.
